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# Continuing My Roller Coaster Journey

September 15, 2025 by Dave Cooke Leave a Comment

“Sometimes the thrill of soaring h as to begin with the fear of falling” ~ Crystal Lewis, “For Such A Time As This“

I have never been too keen on roller coasters. It is my fear of heights combined with that sense of being completely out of control through a turbulent ride that prevents me from truly enjoying the roller coaster experience. More often than not, my roller coaster experiences have been about survival than thrill or entertainment.

I am certainly living a roller coaster experience, right now. Many times I feel like I am surviving the ride, hanging on for dear life, and struggling to find comfort in completely letting go. I have found much comfort in my faith that my current struggles, like a roller coaster ride, has a positive outcome with a celebratory end point that will offer a moment for gratitude and reflection regarding the entire experience. It is extremely hard to imagine such a moment when in the middle of this current ride as I am constantly jostled about by a new twist or turn or calamitous descent.

As I listened to the song, “For Such A Time As This“, I thought about the roller coaster ride that is my life. I have always been a person who was unafraid of change, willing to be challenged, and capable of making it through troubled times. I know that this current journey has given me much more than I have ever wanted and challenged me far beyond anything I believed I was capable of. There are times where I feel like I cannot take one more ounce of stress or pressure.

Even so, my heart tells me to move on, to press forward, to see where the journey takes me. Surrendering now only denies me the opportunity to discover how the ride ends and prevents me from learning and celebrating the most important lessons. Just like the roller coaster rides at the amusement park, you cannot really appreciate them unless you ride them. And, you have nothing to celebrate in the process if you don’t embrace the adventure.

I am going through the most difficult piece of my life’s journey. Finding the clarity, the strength, the confidence, and the commitment to continue has been more difficult than ever before. I wish there was a way to stop the ride or find another one, but there isn’t. This is my ride. This is my time. And, this my greatest opportunity. I will forge ahead because I am determined to discover and celebrate the end of the ride.

> For such a time as this
> Isn’t it much too great a risk
> I’ve never flown from the edge of a cliff
> Never walked on the water
> But if I turn away
> How will I know what I have missed
> Have I waited all of my life
> For such a time as this

Filed Under: Addiction, Celebrating Accomplishment, Make A Commitment, Parenting, Parenting & Addiction, The Four Wheels of Personal Leadership, Uncategorized Tagged With: addiction, dealing with adversity, embracing life's chaos, hope, life's challenges, Managing Adversity, parenting, parenting and addiction, parenting and hope

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